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In My Garden by Joe Medrek
I just wanted to share what has been happening once again. These last months have been powerful after releasing “the roar”. I’ve seen many powerful moves of His spirit in this area where the worship was glorious enough to lose your self, the freedom and the truth coming forth in power.
Levi wandered out into the highway with two-lane traffic coming both ways! A lady immediately saw him and the Lord actually caused a time warp to take place. The traffic coming both ways were held up in the spirit giving me the time to get Levi out of the road even though he was walking directly into oncoming traffic and not coming to me!!! No car had to blow their horn or slam on brakes or anything!!!!!
I was lying on the couch pretty down, and I was listening to Rodney Howard Browne on God-TV, and he felt led to start singing these little songs you sing to children, like “Jesus loves me this I know, we have a river flowing out through me, bubble up, and others”. These songs started lifting up my spirit man, and I started releasing the burden of oppression in tears, and all of a sudden I started crying out to the Lord, “Daddy God, pick me up!” I felt like a small afraid child that wanted to be lifted up. And He did!! And He nurtured my spirit because I never had parents nurture me with His love!
After this experience ended, I felt so much stronger and even more mature in my whole being. To tell the truth I am over fifty and I had felt so very young. Last week I heard the introduction to a series on love, and God spoke His word so deep that I felt it go right down into my spirit man, like going down a deep tunnel. And I told my husband that I felt like a very small child just starting to walk in God’s love.
This is what it is all about. There are many in the body of Christ not able to receive God’s love deep into their spirit man or can they receive through others in the body His love. Jesus prayed that we would be one as He and His father are one, but at the same time the enemy has done all he can to keep this from happening. Also the enemy has dammed up the river of God’s love even before we were born. By not being able to receive His love into our spirit in the womb, at birth, as a newborn all the way through life, we never grow up in Him, and that is why we can’t get along with anyone, why there are so many division, contentions, jealousy, and the list goes on.
I tell you one thing, even though I might have matured to toddler walking in God’s love, I feel so much stronger and more mature than ever before! You go from leaps and bounds in growth by this process. God’s ways are not our ways. His ways are so much more profound that we can’t even understand the power behind them. Because my son Levi wasn’t rejected in the womb, at birth, and all the way through his life, I believe he is much more mature in his spirit, than I am. So God knows what He is doing!!! Amen?